You know sometimes I wish I was her. So badly. I have no idea how you immaturity attracts me so much.. that I just couldnt get enough of it. I am so sure that this is no eyecandy. Because all along its just you and only you. Even though I have no idea why its you because you are totally not my ideal type. Your immaturity is like of a primary school student. I just love talking to you. Having you there always whenever I needed it. Maybe its the company.

I will have to stop this soon. Because its not going anywhere. All you talk about is her and even more her. Its becoming a common topic. And I have no idea where this is going. I will remain it as friends. I think I will love it that way. Please not do anything that make my hope rise anymore. I can't take this.