I think too much..?
Sometimes it just hurts somehow that you are the one that this is coming from..
In the first place, why be so nice? So bastard nice? there are just boundaries that cant be crossed. Dont you just understand that. There is a difference between just being concern and overly concern.
Alright, maybe I think too much. But who started that first?
You're just the last person I want to talk to right now.
Does it mean anything when I just want someone beside me and just listen to me whenever I need to? You don't have to tell me whether I'm right or wrong. I DONT WANT THAT! Don't you understand me? It just pissed me off so bad. I have lost so many things. SO MUCH. Things that matters to me the most. Why can't you understand? All I need is company? I just feel so alone at times like this.
When was the last time that I feel truth warmth? When was the last time that I dont have to pretend who I am not?
Sometimes I just wish someone could replace the one that I truly love. But she's just not coming back. I haven't grown have I? Still holding back on the past. Whatever I have now I won't cherish them right iinfront of me.
Can someone just teach me how to let go? I really need it.
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