Finally promos have ended!! Just damn scared of the results right now! Dont really have much confidence for it at all...
All I want is to just end this. And never want to be be replayed again!
Sometimes, things just cant be the same as it was. Even though promises are made and words are being spoken. They never really do work out! We used to say that we are going stick together no matter what! And this will be the way we are. And maybe many years down the road we will be right somewhere, discussing about how our kids were doing... Sometimes I just feel that we have planned too far ahead that there nothing for us to keep us together. I just dont think you all understand what I am going through. And I just dont feel that you all actually bother about what I am going through either. You might say that you want to listen and that you really care... But do you actually mean it? I doubt you do actually. Sometimes I just really feel that all of you are hoes over bros right now...
And by the way, sometimes, I just really want to bring up somethings to you guys, and you all just got the wrong idea thinking that I am desperate... I am not alright... If this is going towards this direction, there is no need for me to have any expectations left of anyone anymore. Because I have already hoped enough, and again and again.... I was being let down as some kind of idiot that is still holding on to the past. But I guess me and you guys,... we are just going in the different directions right now... There is no reason for me not to feel awkward with you all anymore.
Came to a conclusion that things are never the same anymore as before, and I just hope for the last time what I am thinking is wrong.
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