You think?!

This week has been tough. Real tough. Plus, backed up with no support. No support from those who really mean sthg to me. At times like this, I wonder if I was being taken advantage of. Nothing is quite true to me right now though. I have no idea.

At one point, you seem real nice soo supportive in whatever I do. And at another point. You just blast at me for not putting enough effort and I am just a freaking dumb child. Well, I'm soory that your daughter is not born smart. There is just nothing you can do about it.
I just dont feel good whenever you put me down. It just feels pain horrible. I have no idea why am I here even. What's the point. when I know I am going to continue with such lousy grades and continue to listen to your insults, your bullshit? What's the point of staying. I just feel that you have to put a stop to your harshness. Its never going to work on me if you realise. Being disciplined is one thing. Placing your child down is just wrong! I just cant do this. I was never that good and that you have realised it long ago. Just accept the fact. I cant give you what you want! Because your daughter is just not that smart ass! GET REAL!