After this trip, I really feel that I am pushing everyone away from me when I got too close to them..
It's not that I want to... But rather when we start to get too close.. I start to feel really uncomfortable.. And I don't like it. And start to feel really irritated.. Picking out their flaws and getting really annoyed by them..
Why am I like this!! Do I have trust issues. I love everyone that are around me right now.. But I always think that when you get too close to someone you tend to just have conflict with them soon not later.. About everything!!! Feel like this is just not right at all!! And feel damn annoyed with each other.. Then comes the heart breaking part.. There's no way for me to get close to someone like that!! Maybe that is why I always like to hang out in groups..
Much more comfortable that wayy!! I have no idea what is wrong with me!!! Maybe I need to go for some sort of consult to find out what the hell am I exactly thinking about or scared about!
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