Listening to music while typing this is so much better.
How come the right one just doesnt come.
How come everytime i see your picture we took my heart still beats as fast and memories just flash pass so quickly...
Why cant you just be the one.
Damn it I am just a fool. Holding on to what I cant have...
It hurts to just think that you are with someone else right now.

I just wish that I could move on. 2012 is going to be over soon. Its time to start a new. I can right? I have to start it right. Time to let go. I just feel like drinking and drowning everything away...