So. I am completely frustrated about chem. And i know sshit about it. Which is completely frustrating because reading it makes me feel like i actually understood. But when the question pops up. Its just like whuuuuttttt!!!! Totally a humanities dude. Why do i take chem in the first place?
Its 2 am in the morning right now. And i have no idea why am i up at this hour. Thinking about work is seriously driving me crazzyy. Thinking about not doing well to go uni drives me nuts too. But i am not doing a shit. And not giving a damn. 4 more hours and i have to be up for school. School school school!!!!!
I don't want to feel anything right now. No sadness no guilt. No anger. No frustration. No devotion. No love. I just to faster get this a's burden off me!! Like a robot. If god has sthg to give me. It will be motivation for the entire year.
Please. I prayed for the thousandth times. Let this year run smoothly.
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