I seriously don't give a shit anymore. I am just trying so hard to get myself to be serious!! And I just cant!!!! Don't understand what am I so afraid of. Fml to say the truth, I am already scared enough about the a's like how it determine my life and all that shit. I just feel like ending my life .I can't this shit like for real at first was the o's and is the a's. Why do we have to go through so many stages to determine our future! Can't it be just 1?
I just feel like I am missing out so many things. I feel so empty so.... nothing. I guess there's nothing worthwhile out of this. There is just no motivation for me. Feeling so annoyed at everything right now .I just need a break from everything. I need to catch up. I need to do a lot of things that I haven't do!!
Crying to myself because of self pitiness. Sometimes I feel like I am nothing but pathetic. And nothing. Nothing worthwhile.
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